so many places

i have so many places that i want to explore and experience before i step into working society permanently. how much am i able to achieve within these 2 years? it seems like a short time but actually it is not. 2 years will come and go even before i fully enjoy myself and ta-da! working life starts then.

at least i am able to visit my good old friend back at canada in a few months' time. the trip will be fun but the preparation part sucks. i am starting to hate the process of getting approval. the procedures are long and draggy. replies are coming in late. when is my green light ever going to come? i thought i was at least making some progress in the exchange program after breakers but now, i have been at the same point for too long. this is sickening!

another opportunity comes knocking on my door. i am not sure if i should take it or not. if i do, my dad will be spending a big bomb and that is definitely not i want to happen. i dont want to live off my parents too much. i will appear to be a spolit brat. damn! but if i dont, when will i take up the offer then? by then, will i be able to free myself from singapore?

and my graduation trip, backpack!!! i am ok with anywhere, preferrably europe. but i definitely want to do backpacking for my graduation trip. please stop me from spending unnecessarily from today onwards. slap me, kick me, punch me to remind me how important cash is to me now.